I’m so sick of myself…

by irenedavid

worst enemy

This sign sums up a great deal of who I am.  I have had enemies who did me great harm in the long-distant past, but my mind does the damage to me now.

I have been in therapy for over a year, and it seems as though I have made only the most minute of advances.

I believe that my husband loves me and does not deliberately try to hurt me, but I can’t rest in the same belief about God.

I don’t know what I will do if the new therapy process I am about to begin doesn’t help me significantly.  Living life this way for the rest of my life is absolutely horrifying.