The Father of Lies…
satan has been all over me today, and it’s only 8 a.m. Last night, I didn’t end the evening well with my husband. This morning, the first thing I heard was, “you are such a rotten sinner. You just embrace sin like an old friend.” Now, intellectually I know that this is a rich statement coming from the one who LOVES it when I sin. He accuses as though he is “helping” you see your faults, when in reality, he revels in sin and revels in condemning me when I do.
I’m stuck right now. I can’t seem to move forward. Maybe after the one-year date has come and gone, that will change.
There is a strong wish in me that I could just run away, go somewhere totally unknown to me and me unknown to it, but I can’t stand the thought of not seeing my kids and grandkids. Besides, it would work only for a few days. You can blot out the noise if you keep moving, but eventually you have to rest and the noise comes back with a vengeance.
BTW, I found this great site on youtube. If any reader is wondering about or struggling with pornography, here’s a great short video to watch:
We as U.S. citizens don’t need to worry about terrorists or illegal aliens destroying this country. The USA will destroy itself, much like Rome did. Pornography will be the major factor. I have no doubt.