The Father of Lies…

by irenedavid

satan has been all over me today, and it’s only 8 a.m.  Last night, I didn’t end the evening well with my husband.  This morning, the first thing I heard was, “you are such a rotten sinner.  You just embrace sin like an old friend.”   Now, intellectually I know that this is a rich statement coming from the one who LOVES it when I sin.  He accuses as though he is “helping” you see your faults, when in reality, he revels in sin and revels in condemning me when I do.

I’m stuck right now.  I can’t seem to move forward.  Maybe after the one-year date has come and gone, that will change.

There is a strong wish in me that I could just run away, go somewhere totally unknown to me and me unknown to it, but I can’t stand the thought of not seeing my kids and grandkids.  Besides, it would work only for a few days.  You can blot out the noise if you keep moving, but eventually you have to rest and the noise comes back with a vengeance.

BTW, I found this great site on youtube.  If any reader is wondering about or struggling with pornography, here’s a great short video to watch:

We as U.S. citizens don’t need to worry about terrorists or illegal aliens destroying this country.  The USA will destroy itself, much like Rome did.  Pornography will be the major factor.  I have no doubt.

Blessings

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