An Orgy of Self-Pity

by irenedavid

Yesterday, I had a surfeit of self-pity; well, that’s not entirely true.  A surfeit is defined as having so much that you can’t  take anymore.  I’m not sure I will ever get to the point on some days when I think I have indulged too much in self-pity.

Today, because of my past and my disorder and satan, or what satan does with my past and my disorder, I am back to God begging Him to forgive me and not keep score.  I know this thought is insulting to Him, but my insecurities drive me there all the time.

Hopefully, I will have something more uplifting to share at the end of the day.  It’s a therapy day, so it could be a mixed bag.

Blessings

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